Salam.....nang lamak ku xhapdet blog tk..kemain gk beriya2...well sori uolls....ku gk siyesly bizi....tp xbermakna aku lpk ngn blog tk...
Seperti tajuk aku kt atas...aku nk story tentang kelahiran anak keduak aku....putera hensem...which is almost sama kesah kelahiran dengan puteri chantek aku....well..almost sama...thru caesarian or ku nuggh c-sect....
Masa kelahiran si kakak...aku dh plh persediaan agak rapi...mcm2 buku n advices aku dh ambk kira....tinggal mk praktikal jk gk nk bf....cuma....ku x expect akn go thru emergency czer...which is my most regretful mistake which i had amended in my 2nd c-sect delivery....tp syukor....si kakak berjaya juak aku full bf on the 1st-3rd day she was born and then start again on the 11th day....until my girl umo 2yrs and 5mths...
What happen in between?..aku hanyalah seorang wanita biasa yang baruk jadi seorang ibu biasa...let me list out my reasons and see whether we felt the same:
1. Baruk 1st time cerik sakit lekak branak..tmbh2 gk czer
2. Baruk 1st time xtdo mlm dgn tenang..
3.Baruk 1st time rasa dirik dh xpenting agik sbb si kcik lbh perlukan perhatian
4.Baruk 1st time handle anak jaundice yg trus tinggi..
5.Baruk 1st time jd seorang ibu and advice dr ibu kita sdirik alu jd rujukan utama...
Luckily aku xputus asa utk BF anak and finally get rid off that FORMULA MILK on the 11th day....and now...for my 2nd child....i manage to fully bf my prince from day 0...until now..(kinek tk umonya dh 16 hari)....
How did i do it?...org madah,,,,Rome was not built in a day....semuanya adalah hasil mengambik pengajaran dr anak yg 1st...and semua problem yg aku listkn dr no.1 - no.5 aku berjaya overcome....here's the synopsis kelahiran si putera:
14 Mei 2014 (2 pagi)
Ku terbangun sbb perut sa mulas2 nk berak...tp aku tauk ya bkn nk berak sbb ku dh berak..hehe..aku saspek ya sakit perut nk beranak since hr ya adalah due date aku....n supposely mun ku lm branak..aku akn scheduled csect on 15th...
2.30pg
Coba utk tdo..tp xpt tdo...alu merenong muka anak daraku...rs piluk...sbb ku tauk..mlm2 lps tk..nya xpt tdo bwh ketiak aku gk..xkn berebut tilam ngn aku....n for the first time sejaknya lahir..aku xtdo ngnnya....huhu..sdih2...
3.00pg
Coba utk melelapkn mata...tp sakit perut memulas2 makin terasa...fuhh..mun tk kes ceri-beri biasa..mmg dh ceret...tp ku trus bertahan ngn sakit perut..mls nk bgnkn husband...hopfuli blh tggu smpe siang and trus ke hospital...
3.30pg
Aduhhh..sik nyaman gk gurin..kelua bilit..trn bwh...ngga mak aku lom tdo..duhal nggu adikku lm balit2 dr mlm sbb ada pertandingan video kt U nya..shiohh..ya barukk..sambil beloya ngn mak..aku nahan sakit perut..pegi dapo mkn kurma..minum aek..
4.00pg
Ok..sakit makin terasa n aku tpaksa stop bckp bila contraction dtg...huhu..xpt tggu..bgnkn hasben...hasben bgn trus mcm kalut...cuci muka mcm nk mndik pn ada...nya kemas2 bj2 letak dlm beg...mcm nk camping..hahaha..since brg2 aku dh mmg siap2 dlm kereta..aku salin baju jk...cium si princess aku...sa nk ngs time tk...
4.15pg
trn dr rmh nk pegi ke hospital...tgh o d way..ngga mcDonald...wahhh..ingin nk mkn...alu ngansa hasben singgah drive thru bli bekpes...dgn alasan...k tenaga..hehe..tpaksalaa hasben pusing ke drive thru...then meneruskn perjalanan ke hospital..
5.00pg
Cek in dlm wad...tuka bj semua...nurse dtg utk plh VE..isk2..part paling ku xsuka mun nk branak....after VE...rupa2 brk 2cm!!!tp aku rs mcm dh 4cm arum bulak..cisssss!..tp xpalah...dtg awal ke hospital lbh bgs dr aku sakit perut n terkandas dlm jem pg2 hari...
6.00 pg-10 pagi
Sakit masih blh dithn2...hasben mala nyk bila gk nk branak...aku mala jk mdh..1jam=1cm..".mun lmbt gk dr ya...det mean...high chances of slow progress..mami czer agik...".
soo..me n hasben keep waiting n waiting...sambil aku mala jk remind ngn hasben...selagik mami msh blh bcakap..lom gk nk branak,,,
2ptg..
Aku lm juak branak n masih blh klaka...2nd VE....baruk 3cm!!!!!!aduhhhhh..aku dh dpt feeling mcm progress xbp bgs ...the same history kdak anak 1st...tp aku n hasben masih berharap dpt VBAC...
4ptg
Doc dtg..soh nurse brik aku ubat berak...lps masukkn ubat dr punggung..nurse soh dudok dlm toilet...time tk sakit mmg dh rs mcm xtertahan..tiap kali contraction..aku akan mengerang..huhuh...even dlm toilet...
4.15ptg
Lps membuang..nk dudok blt atas katil...baruk jk aku dudok..tba2 aku rs mcm terkemeh...tapi...xlogik...terlaluu byk aek kemeh...pasya xberenti2....then i realize...air ketuban dh pecah..bgtau hasben...hasben panik.."nurse..nurse!.."...tekan button emergency..nurse xjuak muncol...hasben lari kua bilit...nunggah nurse...aku nk tetak ada juak..tp since tlalu sakit..hanya mampu ngga...sakit makin bertambah lps aek ketuban pecah...aku dh xmampu klaka n senyum...
4.30ptg
Nurse dtg bwk kerusi roda...srh aku bgn cepat2 dr katil..bila aku angkat jk dr katil..."bushhhhhhhh" ..aek ketuban mengarei di lantei...isk22..sori nurse..bkn slh aku...nurse srh cepat2 dudok kt kerusi roda n sorong aku ke labor room....aku rs aek ketuban ku mengarei smpe ke labor room..hihi...
5.00ptg
Sakit makin terlaluuuu kuat..mayb sbb aku minum aek selusuh..or maybe sbb aek ketuban dh pecah..doc dtg brik buku zikir...srh aku bc mun dpt...huhu..aku ng xmampu gk nk baca...hasben aku bc...aku makin kuat mengerang n cengkam tangan hasben...hasben srh ekot bc doa nabi yunus..aku dh merapu2 sakit xpt ekot..
Doc plh VE...baruk 4cm!!!!..arghhhhh
5.30ptg...
Progress aku between 4-5cm...but not more...doc inform baby dh berak based on aek ketuban aku tadik...but still mild case..but nya worried dgn heart beat baby yg drop dr 100++ ke 70 jk setiap kali aku contraction...
then..she inform us of the critical choices....to czer or to wait?
5.40ptg
Aku mmg dh rs mcm xpt bersuara gk..too dry n too hoarse to talk..tp smpt diskas ngn hasben..the pros n cons of our choice..lastly...we decided to hv an emergency c-sect...because:
a. baby dh berak
b. fetal distress too long
c. i'm in labor too long..more than 6hrs painful contraction (i'm a previous czer mother)
d.aku dh xda energy.
5.45ptg
Nurse get me ready for czer..shave apa yg patut..yg lucunya ms nurse nk shave..aku bgerak2 sbb contraction dtg..nurse n my hasben pasong kaki n tgn...
6.00ptg
Sorng ke OT...ready utk dibius...time doc nk bius separuh bdn..contraction dtg n aku bgerak2..nurses tpaksa pegang kaki n badan..huhu..
at last....bius dh masok...n the pain gone...................
Proses kuarkn baby pn bermula...doc buang keloid scar lamak..potong...try kuarkn baby..tp baby masok ke bhgn dlm...doc tekan bhgn dada utk push baby kua (sa nk lepoot)...hasben kt seblah mala mdh skjp gk...skjp gk...huhuh
6.50ptg.
Puteraku dilahirkan secara c-sect...n dh turn blue sbb lmk lak dlm labor...n although aku terlalu penat...aku sempat nyk ngn doc..."why my baby's not crying"... almost a minute..bok ada bunyi baby nangis....isk2...kua aek mata ku time ya....alhamdulillah..selamat..sempat gk aku mtk utk initiate breastfeeding..tp cdak xpt brik dolok...nurse janji akan hntr baby ngn aku dlm wad kelak....(keciwa ckit)
7.00mlm
Doc jahit semula..n komen..."patut pn..mmg max 5cm jk ktk tk..bukaan tulang ktk ng 5cm jk..mun baby ktk 1.5kgs..bok dpt kua"....
Lps ya..aku terlelap...too tired..too much excitement...aku dh xtdo dr kol 2pg...lbh 12 jam...too tired...tetitdo...
8.00mlm..
Keluar dr recovery room yg panas...n ke wad..aku masih gk mamai..n mk tdo..tired...masok wad..aku trus tyk ne baby..since aku nk initiate breastfeeding...menguatkan semangat n perasaan sdirik wpun sbnanya aku terlalu letih n ngantoks...tp aku gagahkn juak mtk baby...
9.00mlm
Baruklaa dpt initiate bf ngn baby...tp baby dh tdo...xpa...asal nya ambk bau aku...my mum,dad,anak daraku , my sis n bro in law dtg jengok sekejap...miss my princess..kesian ngga mukanya..huhu..then cdak blt...n the baby stay with me until 2pagi....wpun penat..aku gagahkn juak....
2pagi
Baruk blh mkn n minum...sungguhhhh aku hausss....
and berakhirlah kisah 24jam aku dalam labor......
panjang kan?...org mala nyk..knak ku xmntk epidural or mtk czer trus...jwnpn aku...."aku nk cerik cmne rs sakit ya...byk org yg lm ada anak berharap dpt berada d tpt aku...n lps tk..mayb xda peluang aku rs sakit beranak ya..doc dh awal2 pesan..no.3 no more trying vbac.."
Rami org beranggapan..bila beranak czer..xda peluang nk exclusive breastfeeding....but actually...ya sik benar...
My Dear Qayyim..
Wanna know how i do it?....wait for my next post..the 2nd breastfeeding journey........
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